Tuesday, 8 September 2009

The Nike Human Race 2009 (in Shanghai!)


For some reason, we love to challenge ourselves from time to time. And usually this comes in the form of inhumanely distances (at least for ordinary beings like myself) of 10km runs.

This year, we fell madly in love with Nike I would say. We woke up at unearthly hours to reach the Jiang Wan Stadium in farflung Yang Pu District at equally unearthly 630am! Despite all the warnings about the typhoon reaching Shanghai shores, the sky and grounds were decidedly dry.

Dragging our sleepy bodies from cosy lala-land to the bright and sunny Jiang Wan Stadium, we were greeted by a massive sea of orange flashes - hundreds and hundreds of enthusiastic ones decked in the same bright orange Nike tees were already assembled there! However, due to lousy planning, we had to wait for 1-2 hours before the race was officially started. I almost dozed off just waiting to get started.

That said, it was a joy running through the tranquil campus grounds of Fudan University even though it resembled more of the typical American college grounds than a renowned Chinese university to me. Without the usual pollution and traffic, I could afford to slowly take in the sights around me. That was, until the challenging of crossing the 7km came. That was the mental challenge for the unaccustomed runner in me (3km is my comfort zone for my usual runs). The last 3km felt like an impossibly long distance to me as i paced myself and diverted my thoughts to an oasis of the finishing line and the highs from completing a 10km run. The fugitive sun running through its sunny and shady moments helped in creating an ambient cover for an outdoor race!

As proof of our hard work in waking up in darkness and enduring through 10km, we had to take lasting evidence of our mission impossible day - photos with the huge poster board!

Wednesday, 2 September 2009

你的爱情,我在对面

“在爱情与友情之间,有种东西叫做暧昧;
在幸福与两难之间,有种东西叫做成全。”
-- 橘子《你的爱情,我在对面》

最近在好友的部落格上看到这句子,觉得还蛮有意思的。或许人类有时真的太复杂了,喜欢过度思考,爱钻牛角尖,将简单的事想的多层次了。分析的任务就留给每日应接不暇的工作上吧。下了班,回到自己的世界里面,就应该放轻松,秉着颗平常心去对待周围的人与物。或许这是很单调、处被动的生活方式,但这对我而言也是一种简单的自然舒适。

Thursday, 27 August 2009

怀念

打开相簿,随意翻看一些照片,发现照片虽然没拍多久,但其中的人与物却已荡然无存。四年的时间,一眨眼间悄悄流逝,所剩的是段段回忆。一张张团体照,场景仍记忆犹新,但有的各奔东西,我们或许在等下一个再会的机会。有的却已不复从前,我们也很难再回到过去。


时间是个很奇妙的空间。它能让人们相识相惜,创造灿烂的火花。它也能让人们认识到彼此的冲突,发现当中的鸿沟。同一个时空下,你可能同时认识了很多各样的人,如果当中有能变成你畅谈心声的一两个知己好友,那你还是幸运的。


20多岁的尾端,一路走来,虽不能算平坦,但也无大风浪。唯一的遗憾是走进我生命里但已离去的人;时间仿佛永远不够用,让我们能再些了解、多些笑声、更多回忆。


我很感谢有你们的陪伴,让我的生活绽放光彩,更具意义。

Tuesday, 25 August 2009

A myriad world

It is a big and strange world out there. An endless pool of people. A complex myriad of personalities. A strange meeting of new faces. A surprising discovery of different faces and ideas.

First impressions. Are they accurate? It is sure easy to size a person up within the first 10 seconds of meeting. Carefully categorizing him into various sections just like departmental stores do for merchandise, somehow we achieve a great sense of satisfaction in giving labels to the people around us.

I find human beings a complex breed; you discover the different cross-sections of a person with time and effort. It is not possible or easy to simply stop at the outer or projected image of a person; there is a lot more to an individual than what he is portraying at any one time.

This does not necessarily mean we love playing cover-up all the time. In order to protect ourselves and coupled with the feeling of insecurity which comes with meeting strangers, it is natural to want to portray a socially acceptable and likeable image. With more time and effort, more inhibitions come loose, more thoughts and ideas get exchanged, more understanding is forged, more tolerance is gained; more facets of a person come alive, out of the inner closet in us. Utopia is but a fantasy world; to give and take opens us to a new myriad of possibilities.

So, the next time I meet a new person, I would have to remind myself not to be too judgmental and give allowances for knowing him or her over time. After all, a 10-second consideration blip is far too punishing to frame a complex being!

Sunday, 16 August 2009

The duper firewall

China's virtual firewall is gaining in strength with each passing day. The VPN server I normally use to surf blocked sites as blogger and facebook has not been working well lately. So were the older proxy sites too.

It's quite a hassle to continually battle with the Great China Firewall, and the list of "inappropriate sites" seems to be expanding all the while, leaving one breathless in this long marathon. It is an easy stop-gap measure to simply blanket out the growing Internet pool of China-related news and discussions, especially those which cast China in a negative light.

A rather short-term knee-jerk reaction perhaps, since technological advances has also created counter-acting tools such as VPN servers and proxy websites to battle "the dark forces". This is going to be a long-running race.

Monday, 10 August 2009

《旅行的意义》

你看过了许多美景
你看过了许多美女
你是在地图上每一道短暂的光影

你拼成了夜的芭比
你踏过下雪的北京
你收集书本里每一句你最爱的真理

却说不出你爱我的原因
却说不出你欣赏我哪一种表情
却说不出在什么场合曾让你动心
说不出离开的原因

你累积了许多飞行
你用心挑选纪念品
你搜集了地图上每一次的风和日丽

你拥抱热情的岛屿
你埋葬记忆的土尔其
你留恋电影里美丽的不真实的场景

却说不出你爱我的原因
却说不出你欣赏我哪一种表情
你却说不出在什么场合曾让你分心
说不出旅行的意义

你勉强说出你爱我的原因
却说不出你欣赏我哪一种表情
你却说不出在什么场合我曾让你动心
说不出旅行的意义

勉强说出你为我寄出的每一封的信
都是你离开的原因
你离开我就是旅行的意义

陈绮贞:《让我想一想》

最近,我买了几张CDs,其中有陈绮贞的《太阳+精选集》专辑。对于陈绮陈绮贞的歌曲,我之前不是特别熟悉,印象仿佛停留在《还是会寂寞》、《告诉我》、《躺在你的衣柜》等早些时候的曲目。


这张新专辑,让我重新邂逅了陈绮贞,再一次喜欢上她那自然、清新的歌声与曲风。懒洋洋的,没什么华丽的排场,轻轻道出一篇篇简单的小故事,一些你我都熟悉的情境。


这首是我目前非常喜爱的其中一首:

《让我想一想》

漫步在荒原
我想找一棵栖身的树
有阳光有流水
还有微风吹


该如何面对
这未知的一切
让自己的思绪沈淀
随着天色的改变
心情的外衣也要多加一件


这些对那些好
我想追我想逃
其实我也害怕
可不可以就这样停下来
我要多一点时间
好让我再想一想

隔着玻璃窗
我早已沈醉在蓝色的街
有寂寞有笑语
还有看不见的雪


该如何整理
这忙乱的城市
还有我的心事


躲在十二月热闹的夜
我只要一个人安安静静地
什么对什么好
不要问不要猜
不要太靠近我
可不可以勇敢地停下来
我要多一点空间
好让我再想一想